Thursday, April 18, 2013
Breaking The Habit
Hey.. Peeps.. :| I guess I know what my problem is? I expect too much, think too much and get myself in bad mood. As they say –there is always a song that defines you better, so currently “The Forgotten” ♫ ♪ by Greenday fits me. I can so relate with this, love Billie Joe Armstrong. Would like to go to his concert no matter what, and it is something in my to-do-list.
So I was talking about habit, yep! Well, to define a habit: “something that makes you feel good, no matter if it is good or bad and it takes too long to leave like unwanted guests”. “A routine that you follow, and to break it is like going against yourself like working against friction –you know it is not gonna work out but you work till it converts into momentum.”
Its 1:40 a.m. and am insomniac, talking this shit. I have a couple of bad habits, expecting too much
more than it is required for
example. Gotta leave this, it makes me feel sick. There is a lot in this world to
set your heart on, why to set your heart on fleeting things –read somewhere,
and it’s true. Well, I have hell lot of work. So many dreams, so many commitments
(I made to myself). I know most of the times I talk stupid slash
absurd slash meaningless slash shit.
So here I go, breaking my habit of being stupid. Gotta pull my socks up. I have always been in an on-off kinda relationship with a bitch called life. Gotta work it out. Signing out.. may God bless y’all.. :)