Thursday, February 21, 2013
Hey.. Peeps.. :) All great and precious things are lonely. –quoted John Steinbeck, well does that mean I am great & precious or am not at all lonely? I feel you are lonely when you have nobody to ask how are you when you are not well. When nobody asks what happened to you and when nobody gives a damn on your absence.
This feeling scares to the core and hurts so deep, and finally we see the whole world as alone and try to convince ourselves that everyone feels the same shit at a certain phase of time. Life never fails to act bitch. I remember a quote by Kurt Cobain –Nobody dies virgin, life fucks all.
Well, I can relate myself with this quote by Jodi Picoult –What was wrong with me? I had a decent life. I was healthy. I wasn't starving or maimed by a land mine or orphaned. Yet somehow, it wasn't enough. I had a hole in me, and everything I took for granted slipped through it like sand. I felt like I had swallowed yeast, like whatever evil was festering inside me had doubled in size.
People say I am mysterious and deep, well I think I can’t keep secrets and I am just open to particular kind of people. I don’t sing my story in front of all, I’d like to if I have decent audience. “Loneliness is the unloneliest feeling in the world, as everyone has experienced it.” –quoted Jarod Kintz. Signing out.. may God bless y’all.. :)