It is sometimes scary to listen the echoes of silence all alone. Gazing outside the window (next to my bed), coconut trees are dancing as they are flirting with the moon -beautiful today and street lights are dim, cold breeze and I can hear the airplanes passing by that pretends to be shooting star. I have always been in love with nature, it inspires me and that's why I love William Wordsworth so much. His write ups means a lot to me.
I donno what I keep on thinking, some weird thoughts, some meaningless codes, some rhymes, some new idioms of my own, about my dreams, wishes and about people around me who mean a lot to me -may be they donno how much they mean to me and I won't tell 'cause I am afraid they would change. I admire them secretly more than they know I admire them. I wish it could be mutual. Well I know am not admirable, *sob sob* ;)
I know I have all the reasons to be happy: I've got a good family, few good friends of mine, I've got a guitar -as per my long well kept wish, I am learning good, doing good, I am thankful few good people came into my life who keep on inspiring me, I am also thankful for those who are jealous of me 'cause they kinda motivate me and remind me that I am better than them in some goddamn way.
I have always been thankful to Lord for sending all these kinda people to me -to make me feel what actually world is. I trust whatever He does is for my happiness and I owe Him everything I have. Life is good, even if it feels bad. Its like medicine, it doesn't taste good but it heals. I may not pray someday but I wish I would never forget to thank Him for what He has given, even if he takes it away it would be a fair deal. Tryna sleep. Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)