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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Professional Idiot

Hey.. Peeps.. :) @7:30 a.m. alarm rang, Framing Hanley's Alone In This Bed (is set as alarm tone) ♫ ♪ Yea, I love this song. I had a bad sleep last night so I was not willing to leave bed. But, a single thought makes me get off my bed -"now or never"? I chose now and woke up. Tied my hair in a messy bun. Now gotta face morning blues. 

Arranged my bed and connected charger to my phone. Ran to wash room, unwillingly got ready -like tired soul thinking of worst possible thing that can happen with me. How pessimistic, darn! So, this week is worst week. I hate being so pessimistic, blergh!

IBM and Accenture building near my office are the two things that keep on making me not to give up and they remind me that something good is waiting for me -though it might be my perception or may be I am in fool's paradise. Gawd knows! I just hate these days -so bad.

Being busy is what I like, but being bound to busy is what I hate. I sometimes find it weird, is it with me or with everyone else. I feel like I am professional idiot. My room-mates some how figured that I am sort of frustrated, they asked me to scream out all the slangs, booze and get back to normal. I now think I should give it a try. No, am serious. 

I have decided, tomorrow I'll take some different road to office -for a change. As usual, I don't need anybody to pass on tissues. I have to fight for the right and I will. I have been so stupid so many times to be humble, honest for people who don't deserve it. So here is my middle finger salute for them -get lost, bastards.

Blog is a nice place to scribble out, to express whatever you want and in any language. I know only one thing, I never want to regret any of my decision so I am on now. Challenges? -Bring it on! Ready for bout! I know am a tough combo of mix feelings -so so stupid. Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Another You

We haven’t talked since long time though;
I miss you bad and you don’t know,
what I feel inside, I don’t show;
‘cause I just can’t afford to let you go.

You come in my dreams every single night;
like sunshine making my world so bright,
I feel like everything is gonna be alright;
but I wake up to reality, I have to fight.

I know you don’t feel the same;
and I have to take all the blame,
for all the time you run me through;
so I am gonna find another you.

Oh! Yeah another you;
Someone who loves me too.

You might think I am going crazy;
you might be right ‘cause I may be,
but you don’t know baby;
letting you go isn’t so easy.

I know am gonna be fine;
though it may take some time,
since you are no longer mine;
I’ll tryna live sublime.

I’ll carry on laughing out loud;
I’ll pretend like am on ninth cloud,
‘cause I have to choose somebody new;
So I am gonna find another you.

Oh! Yeah another you;
Someone who loves me too.

~Shreya ♥
P.S. My creation, please do not copy!!
P.P.S. Image: Facebook

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Back To Rat Race

Hey.. Peeps.. :) Happy Independence Day!! :) Yesterday I was praying so hard for my return fight to be delayed so that I can just stay for some more time in home, but no wonders it was on time and I came back to Bangalore. Felt like I was dragged from the gates of my heaven and pushed towards somewhere I don't wanna go. But I had to be back so here I am, planning to continue office from tomorrow.

I can imagine the work I have to do this month, same old tight schedule. All that punching of access cards hundred times pasting fake smile and trying my best every time to fulfill the expectations of every one around against all odds without any excuses and demands. Sounds complicated, right? 

Well, I donno what I did at home. I mean, I donno how these 10 days at home passed so fast. I guess I need some time to make up my mind to get back to work, back to rat race, back to reality fortunately or unfortunately. And I know am gonna make it, as per my promise to myself and as I did earlier.

Black Forest
My luggage weighed around 8 kgs when I went home and when I came back from home it was 17.5 kgs. Mom again, she wanted me to carry some more stuff that I left at home against her will. I carried 2 apples in my hand bag as per my mom's wish, while security check the lady on duty asked what's in your handbag? Apples, I said. "Mom!!" -we both said in chorus. Lol! As per my perception I have put on extra 1 kg weight, I am 53 kgs now. Lol! 

I feel like I had a dream of going home and now am wake up to reality. Ah! -beautiful days pass so fast. I had a great time at home: outting, shopping without checking my account balance as shopping was sponsored by dad, eating without care, sleeping without alarm, photography, music and dancing with sister -I am gonna miss all that. Sister brought me black forest pastries as far as she knew about my favorites. Okay, gotta go now. Same old time to sleep, to work, to blog. This week is gonna be so boring. Signing out, may God bless y'all.. :)

Monday, August 6, 2012

A Place Called Home

Hey.. Peeps.. :) Last Saturday around 8:35 a.m. I landed in Lucknow, and I heard myself saying: yes! am almost home. Daddy was waiting out for me and before I saw him, he found me out. You look weak - remarked daddy. I: daddy! that's called slim, weak? Please! am a big girl, I mean strong girl. Yeah, that I can see -daddy (hiding smile that broke into a laugh)

Okay lets go home. He drove me home and I noticed all the changes in the city. It was good to be back. I rang the door bell (same old "ting-tong" boring bell, I always wanted my door bell to be customized to my favorite songs). Mom came running like a bullet. She opened the door, took luggage from my hands and kissed on my forehead. Mom! don't kiss me, everybody is staring -I snarled. You look weak - Aww! my baby. Mom! that's called slim, not weak -I explained. Is it? - she investigated, wondering. Yeah! - I shrugged.

So what you wanna have? -Mom asked. Mom, stop treating me like guests. I am home, lemme feel like coming home. I am not hungry. - I said. Yeah? Look at me and say -she said back to me. Darn! (moms, donno what kinda sensors they have to detect what I am up to and what I feel like.) -I said to myself. In mean time sister also came and hugged me. Please stay away or I'll die of claustrophobia -I teased her. I stepped in my room, it was decorated -balloons, teddies, flowers and all. I loved it.

That was how my welcome was -simple, lovely. I love simple things. My sister prepared a slideshow on all my memories and changes made in my home. She sent that to me long back, but because of old version of software I couldn't open that. I finally saw it at home -heart touching. I am having all my favorite food. Till last Friday, I was 52 kgs. Now I can bet when I'll be back to Bangalore I'll add some 3-5 kgs. One more benefit of being back to home is that your salary account is so untouched that you apparently forget your pin number. I came with one bag here, and mom has planned to send me with two. Moms again! :P

As per my promise to myself -I told my mom that I tried vodka in Bangalore, twice. And as per my belief -she accepted that. :) Personally I don't like the taste -Yuck! Why people drink -Gawd knows! Anyways, yesterday was friendship day so how could I miss wishing Duplicate happy friendship day? So I just bought a friendship band -and it was 8:00 p.m. when I drove to her place and tied the band and gifted her the cross -she was so fond of and asked me to get one from Bangalore. 

So that's how my days are going. I am happy and wish to be the same. I feel like doing cartwheels -This is all, a home mean to me. These are just some favorite, happy episodes going on. Thank you Lord for whatever I possess today, I owe you everything I have. Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)