When you do good people stand next to you, they offer you and welcome you. When you do something wrong, they don't recognize you even your watchman will not salute you. When you are not doing good: no excuse works, no body believes you like unproved theorems. In college I used to organize events, if event went successful no credits to me but if it was not as good as expected, they start comparing and nagging questions were my only option. I hate those people who compare me, no matter if it is for something good or bad. I make a distance of 100 yards from people who compare, who are orthodox, who flaunt their stuffs as their status symbol, who try to rule me, who do me favor. I hate them from all my heart.
I hate people who have attitude. No matter who you are keep your attitude in your pocket, I have mine too. I donno what am learning, but I have learnt one thing for sure: Never ever trust anyone when it comes to professionalism. Cheat, backstab, politics, play tricks, bluff, lie, flaunt: I call it insane, people call it professionalism. Gah! Someone said to me: This world is not a suitable place for you, either leave this place or be like them, but I chose to strife.
I always remember the compliments that I've received, 'cause in tough times they work as catalyst for me that increase the rate of recovering reaction. I remember: One day while chatting to one of my lecturer he said: You know; you are one of my favorite students. I: but I never topped the university sir, and I bunked your lectures so much. He: Yes, I know. I donno what you are gonna be but you'll be someone great one fine day. I remember, I made so many teasing smilies for this along with LOL, ROFL!! But I don't see signs of being someone so great.
A friend of mine said: One day when you'll be someone great, then I'll say she was my friend (I corrected him, "was" or "is"??) and people won't believe it that's why I want a group photograph so that I can tell those bastards: yes we shared same class room. I laughed and said: That's the ultimate PJ. But I've still saved that message, and whenever I feel like giving up: I just go to my inbox and read it.
But I met those people also who do back bitching. Who pretend to be great friends but actually they are pests. Again Shakespeare's Friends & Flatterers knocked my mind. I have been so grateful to Lord for having few friends but good ones. I am doing my part of work, am not wrong in any way so I have all the reasons to chuck all this shit. This post won't be enough to write about how people are. People are available in so many versions, you'll never figure out which is their original one. Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)