Homesick: Yea I just relocated to Bangalore for job, its been just 11 days and am badly homesick. On this 23 January was my sister's b'day and for the first time I was not there with her, it was like oh.. life can bring you anything. She kept on telling me the menu for that day just to tease me, aww.. I miss north Indian food, and mom made everything I used to complain about. Love you mom. *sob sob* :(
My First Job: Yea finally after few months of job search I got one. I love my job, though I know I am naive at it. I am so new to this world of job and all, but I have got a great environment, good people and a cool office. I feel lucky. *tee hee*
The Interview Day: When I reached for the interview in the company I work now, it was around 10:00 a.m. and I guess I was the first candidate for that day, I had to search for the address of the company also (as it had been just 5 days in Bangalore). I am so stupid, I was asking address from a beggar saying: "Bhaiya: you know this place (reading the address from my mobile notes)". People thereby started laughing, oh! it was so embarrassing. Finally I reached the venue after calling the contact person for venue (who is now my Team Leader). I was called in. Oh, I felt butterflies in my stomach, and felt like my heart is racing and attempting to leave my body. I was stammering too. Finally interview was over, I was like Oh God! I kept my fingers crossed, and I was tossed between yes and no for the selection. In interview they can test you for anything, but mind you have to clear the test for patience, yeah.. I waited so long for my offer letter after it.
My First Joining: Yea, I joined next day. I am surrounded with so many professionals and I feel like am a baby in my office. Everyone has done MBA, they hold pretty good experience and I am B.Tech dumbo. I am so naive, but somewhere I love this raw part of mine, yes! I love to be a learner rather being a master.
Words Of Wisdom: Yea a senior in my office asked me to keep asking things that quests in your mind. Clear your doubts, don't feel bad for having doubts. He said: "Doubt is a doubt, no matter if its dumbest or super talented". I got these words copied and pasted in the most active part of my mind. I like people who inspire me through these kinda things and make me feel comfortable, I mutely thank them with all my heart for letting me know what I never been through. Many people inspire me with just one appearance, while I was rushing towards my office in morning I was grumbling for not getting taxi, there I saw a sweeper with one hand and I was like: Oh Geez! How come people have so many guts, I was touched.
Alone In City: Yeah this is the most saddest thing I am going through. I have no friends, no relatives, no one to talk about the things I have saved in my core. I use to talk to mom dad ever day but its not enough. I wish I could go home and have those cozy days. When I was in my home town and desperately waiting for job then I used to be upset and frustrated for having nothing to do, and now finally I have something to do so I feel like going back to those days when all I used to do was sleeping, eating and writing. I am a confused dumbo, the day I'll find out what I actually want; I'll be happy.
My Honesty Is Not On Sale: Since Lord has been so kind to me and I feel like I am His favorite child I have promised myself never to sell my honesty for few bucks. "My honesty is priceless, I won't sell it for few bucks"- this was my facebook status a couple of days back. Lord has given me so much, if He takes something back then it would be a fair deal. I know my Lord will be standing next to me even if my own shadow leaves. So am gonna do all my work with honesty without any shortcuts, yea I may make mistakes, c'mon I am not perfect right. But I can assure I will learn from my mistakes and won't repeat them again.
Dreaming Is On: I am working these days but all my dreams are still in my to do list, I think of all the stuffs I want, yea I am gonna make it. This city looks boring, I can't even sleep properly here. If I'll say same thing to others then they will die laughing. Bangalore is a great place, but I find it boring may be because am new to this place. I am gonna leave no stone unturned to make all that I want.
Oops! This post has become ridiculously long, bear with my boring prose puhlease. Hmm.. currently listening to Taylor Swift's song: A Place In This World, yea this song suits to my present situation. Dear readers and followers: am sorry for not reading your blog posts, I don't have internet here, I either go to some cyber cafe or my room mate lends me her laptop for sometime. I am gonna get my laptop and internet by february. *yay* *grin* Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)