Monday, October 3, 2011
Of Blood, Sweat & Tears
Hey.. Peeps.. :) Life revolves around the three fluids i.e. Blood, Sweat & Tears. No this post is not about that American music band (BS&T). Its about the life we all live. We dream, work to achieve it, make living, wish for even more, again we run for it, still we hunt for that special happiness (some people don't even know what they are fishing for and sometimes I feel I am one of them.. yea sometimes). Very few are satisfied with their lives on this earth; and I congratulate them all.. for leading a life they want.
I have started waking up early in morning, lately by 6 a.m. as per my promise to myself. Yea.. am keeping that promise. And yes, I have left morning tea. I am on my way to improve. Soon people will meet a new version of me. Now morning walks are like a routine for me. I walk around 3 kilometers; I guess (of course in my morning walk). And now I clean my room on my own, now it looks better. I never leave my room in mess. I hate stuffs around my bed. I manage things in my own way, if someone else uses my stuffs then I can figure it out that it has been used or touched.
So I sweat hard these days. I don't cry. So no more tears. I am a big girl after all. My fingers are always sore when I try cooking. I tried it few days back and now I can see its scar on my finger. So I bleed whenever I try cooking. I feel: "it takes a great deal to own success, you must be the owner of patience, hard work & passion first". So am trying to control my anger, I don't show anger. But I wish I could kill all that silent anger as well. I don't use to cry, no matter what. Sometimes unexpectedly tears roll down my eyes and I hate such situations.
I wish I could make a happy living, fulfill all my dreams, help others as well. I have promised myself: "I will donate" a handsome amount to CRY (child relief & you). All this is my dream. I am living, but I wanna love living. I know am gonna make it someday. Now I won't let myself down. I wish I never have to hurt anybody in any way. And am sorry for all those guys who proposed me and I said no to them (I know it hurts; no end). I wish I could bring everyone a smile. So now am gonna make it. Bless me Lord!! Signing out.. may God bless y'all.. :)