Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Hello reader.. :) Life is full of many odds.. some come to mend our life n some to destroy it.. Hmm.. now my b.tech is over.. so 'am thinking to join some workshop.. or to join some guitar classes.. yeah am damn passionate about the guitar.. \m/
Every dream I saw holds some odds.. I find this odd in everything I am connected to.. I must say odd has become a part of my life..
Just a day ago I gave my last exam.. n today at home I am feeling completely bore, dumb.. No one is at home.. :( I don't think this world is meant for me anymore.. 'cuz everything is happening against my will.. doesn't matter if I try to be optimistic.. sometimes I feel like a loser.. n I hate this.. :/
Oh God knows what's destined to happen.. I don't wanna do masters.. I wanna play guitar.. but who cares?? My mom promised me that she will gift me a guitar if I got placed.. so neither I got placed nor I got guitar.. ah!!
When one thing hurts you then other previous odd things also play their part.. same is with me today.. I don't understand; why we get hurt for same thing as many times as we remember it, n why don't we laugh for the same joy that's over?? Few mysteries of life that keeps going on..
I don't like all this.. I donno what will be my tomorrow like.. what will tomorrow's life bring for me.. every night I hope for best but every morning seems to be that same.. :(
Well.. no regrets.. I am still waiting for my dream to come true.. Listening "how do I live without you" by "LeAnn Rimes"; an awesome song.. :) help me Lord to realize my dreams.. may God bless ya all.. :)