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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Enigmatic Sadness

Ah.. where to begin with?? i donno.. what's wrong these days.. may be i know, n 'am unable to figure it out; whatever it is.. its so foreign to my previous experiences..
it was never like this wid me b4.. ne ways..
i promised myself to accept n welcome every phase of my life wid same frequency.. n so i am; n i have to..
These days r lyk so bad.. :( but m not gonna give up so soon.. i'hv read it somewhere.. "good or worst both shall pass" n this is the only hope i have..
well; lemme tell ya 'bout this "enigma sadness" i donno what's d xact reason.. but i know somewhere, somethin' is wrong.. may be a mood swing..
and that's y i just deactivated my  facebook account, switched-off my mobile, goin' to delete orkut account.. n God knows what not.. i just did this to disconnect myself from external world.. n get isolated..
u guise must be thinkin' i'hv turnd nuts.. aww.. i'd say may be.. :O
but there is a thing happend this Novenber 2010, n it brought loads of changes in my life.. n i don't regret.. even m thankful to Lord that it happend.. n its still ON.. may be..
Recalling a quote by John Payne:

A little pain, a little pleasure,
a little heaping up of tresure;
then no more gazing upon the sun,
all things must end that have begun.

n this is what's always on my mind whenever i feel low.. But let it be.. there r many things in this lyf to set heart on.. ain't it?? If we see, happiness is around us.. every little thing that happens every day brings small amounts of happiness, n we simply ignore 'em.. like: smilin' while readin' funny text, hanging out with friends, teasing 'em, receivin' a call from close friends (out of the blues), remindin' some funny episodes of ur previous life, and all the other things like this.. i was a bit happy to see red lilies bloomin' on my roof.. i planted it many days ago, n now it was pleasant to see those bloomin' buds.. :) so.. i must say life is not that bad.. i just remember a song called "Live By The Gun" by Biddu.. An awesome song.. \m/.. Well winding my borin' prose now.. may God bless u all. :)

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